So, if you've been reading my posts lately, you might have noticed
something I snuck into yesterday's movie post - Yojimbo is technically
the last movie out of Ebert's books. (!!)
"What does that mean?" you might be asking yourself. "Is this stupid project over or not?"
Well, yes and no. Mostly no.
Here's the thing. When I first set out to do this project, I said I
was just going to do the Great Movies books. No more, no less. And hey -
I did it! I went almost a year watching a movie and writing about it
every. single. day. There were a few days I had to skip movies because
our power was out, or I was too sick, or I because I didn't have a movie
or had the wrong version. There's not too many, and I have a plan for
them, which I'll go into in a second. I feel really good about what I
did here. I learned a lot - it seems dramatic to call it life-changing,
but it really was. I started the project because I was lazy and
unemployed, and I thought maybe it would give me something constructive
to do with my free time. My fantasy goal was to have the blog help me
get a job where I could maybe write for the web. I landed a great job
while I was doing this project, and because of my blog and knowledge of
the intertubes, I'm going to start blogging for my company, and updating
our website. I never expected to have steady readers and commentors. I
certainly never expected Roger Ebert to notice! That meant a lot to me,
and it was extremely cool to have the person I was sort of reaching out
to actually notice that and reach back across the vast wasteland of the
internet. Everything turned out way better than I could have hoped for.
"So, what now?"
Now that I've spent almost a year as a slave to my TV and netbook,
to say the least, I need a break. "But", you cry, "what about those
movies you skipped? You're not really done!" You're right. I'm going to
give myself a little while, maybe a week, maybe more, to get myself (and
my Netflix queue) in order. Then I'm going to watch the movies that I
skipped. I am not going to watch them every day. I'll watch them in the
order that I was supposed to watch them, but maybe just one or two
movies per week. Maybe more than that. Who knows!
And after that? I'm not posting anymore until after New Year's. I need a
serious break. I always feel like I whined a lot about how hard the
project was, but man, it was tough. I worked a full time job majority of
the time that I did it, and my life was honestly only working and
blogging. I would come home, put on yoga pants, and start a movie. By
the time it was over and I was done writing about it, I'd usually just
go to bed. Two nights out of the week for the entirety of the project, I
wasn't even home until after 9 p.m. It wasn't easy. The project was
unruly. Want to go out with your friends on a Friday night? Have to work
on the project. Family in from out of town? Better find time to work on
the project. Power out? Better get hardcore and hook your TV up to a
generator, because you need to work on the project. Out to lunch with
your friends or co-workers? They'll probably want to ask you about the
project. It was worth doing, 100%, but it was challenging! It sounds
like it would be easier than doing something like, say, starting to run
every day for a year, because I just had to sit on the couch and be
lazy. But movies take a lot of time! Most of them were around two hours,
sometimes quite a bit more. Then I'd work on my post. So you know, it
took up a little more time than a half hour jog or something.
"Whatever. What the eff are you doing after New Year's?"
Most likely, I'll watch the Great Movies that Ebert posted online,
probably just one per week. Look at it this way - he doesn't really post
them every week consistently, and if I do them all in like, a month,
I'll run out of stuff to watch and write about! This way, I can sleep at
night and have, yunno, a life, and still keep up with my blog. Possibly
it will be January and I'll be all, "Screw movies and movie blogs!" and
I'll start doing something else. Probably not (uh, since I already
bought some of the out-of-print movies I would need), but I'm dumb and
unpredictable. I'll keep you posted if I branch out into any other
endeavors that you might care about. Suggestions are welcome, as well.
"So, did you like, learn anything from this?"
Most certainly. It really was life-changing for me. Before this
project, I was one of those people who would try to start something like
working out or trying new recipes or going to bed before 2am, and after
about a month or so I'd either have injured myself too severely to
continue or gave up. Most people I know are like this, although I think
they injure themselves less. But I did something I set out to do. I
watched all of Ebert's Great Movies in his movie books. I watched one a
day, every day, for almost a year, barring the handful that I had to
skip due to natural disasters and roving plagues. Nobody's perfect and I
knew I wouldn't be able to watch every single movie - I figured there
would be some I wouldn't be able to afford or find and I'd have to skip
entirely. I wish I could better articulate how happy I am that I
actually completed what I intended to. It means a lot to me, and I know
it's going to affect me from now on - I'll always know that I can make
time to work on projects, that I can finish them, that I can challenge
myself and stay with something even when it sucks.
There was a lot I learned about movies, as well. Movies, despite
the fact that they aren't really as well-respected as like, books, can
be really life-altering to watch. There were a lot of movies that taught
me new things, be it about filmmaking or about life. I found new genres
that I love, new directors, and saw so many different and great
stories. I also found that it was could be very isolating. Probably what I learned about film could be it's own post or
several posts, which maybe I will write if you plead with me extra nice.
Really, I'm just really happy that this project turned out so well.
Sure, it wasn't a smashing internet sensation, but I got way more out
of it than I had dreamed of when I started it. Thanks so much for your
support, guys - you really rocked and were awesome motivators, and your
comments and feedback meant a lot to me. I don't want to repeat myself,
so instead, I'm going to have sort of celebratory beverage.
See you in
about a week! :)
Congrats Mandy. This is something close to what I wanted to do when I was looking for a job around 6 years ago. I am so jealous and at the same time very happy for you.
ReplyDeleteWay to go Amanda. At some point maybe you could pick and review your own top movies.
ReplyDeleteHaiku for you.
ReplyDeleteProud of You, I am
One of the Lights in my life
You are my Daughter
Congrats! Looking forward to your continuation of the list (more Roger Ebert GREAT MOVIES books will surely be on their way).
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